The Rint Puts Me Right
Sometimes you says things in anger that later you regret. Well I was angry when I wrote the last post about my pal Big Rinty – and I apologise to anyone who was offended by my language. But sometimes you need to just say how you feel and tell it like it is and to hell what anybody thinks.
In prison I worked in health care centres a couple of times as an orderly and I saw first hand how those places operate. Some of the staff I encountered were first class carers – really good people who were doing their best in often the most challenging circumstances. But others were not so disposed. I saw how many of the latter treated prisoners like lumps of animated meat. Patronising, insulting, neglecting – I suppose they are only human – but too often they would forget that prisoners are human too. And those who go to healthcare for treatment are usually among the most vulnerable in the prisoner population. Of course plenty of people in prison “swing the lead” – the stresses and strains of prison life affect people differently. Some just want attention – many have mental health issues - but the problems arise when staff become weary of the people they have to deal with – when cynicism sets in. And that is when really serious medical conditions like Rinty has now do not get taken seriously until it is too late.
Anyway, Rinty called me yesterday and put me right on a couple of things. Somebody told him how scathing I had been in the blog about the health care staff who initially did not take his complaints of being unwell too seriously. ”You were a bit hard on them,” he said. “They have actually been quite good and done as much as they could for me.” Fair enough – but the cancer should have been diagnosed a long time ago. Anyone on the outside would have been able to undertake the appropriate tests sooner. He told me that he has now been told that the grapefruit-sized lump that appeared attached to his pancreas last year has no bearing on the pancreatic cancer that he is now dying from. Although when I worked in the prison healthcare centres I helped to dress the wounds of “jugging” victims, (those who had been scalded with jugs of boiling water for spurious reasons) and stabbing victims – and once I bandaged the arms of a man who was HIV positive who had slashed himself with a razor and then helped him to the ambulance because none of the prison staff would go near him – even with all that medical experience I am still not an expert – but Rinty’s cancer not being connected to that, (sorry, I almost swore again) grapefruit thing, just does not ring true to me somehow.
However, I apologise to any of the staff at Rinty’s prison who have been kind to him and who may have been insulted by my rhetoric – but not to anyone who has not been kind to him. Right now he needs kindness by the bucketload.








